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Friday, October 3, 2008
i can't spend a second without you
when you left me, i felt the urge, that feeling
you will leave me very soon,
because i felt your heart gonna belong to someone else's
This frightens me everytime.
you know, i needed you most and everything i tried to convince myself
but nothing work out. i feel the heartbreak.
even if we're that close, and i know for sure
you will leave me someday, which i don't wish for. seriously.
what if i ask you again: what will you do if you don't love me anymore?
don't lie to yourself. so to me. i love you.
fuck up doing art. that sucks totally alright!
damn it. shall i do or shall i not?
i just collapsed just for the sake of this silly question
Should i or should i not. hence, i thought through
like what honey said, what makes me hold on at the first place
school was actually fine. science sucks! Mr liew's paper was so terrible!
Mdm ang will soon be mad and tiffed off over marking my paper.
you know. i just couldn't think of any words.
and just wrote silly and stupid works. 0 marks for Tianxiehanzi already.
done many things, then home. now i've to regret my time and do the fucking art
which really meant nothing to me, NOTHING AT ALL alright.
but, i just recalled, what if i almost fail? so my art could push me up.
(i doubt so..) it's just so upsetting. whatever -.-
what i sees, determines what i gonna think.
whatever it is, it don't matter to me anymore, not a single bit.
12:46 AM