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Thursday, October 30, 2008
i felt a knife stabbing through my heart. i'm heart broken, i'm sad, i'm helpless. do you know how much you meant to me? i was just kidding, yet you took it so seriously do you need me as much as i need you do you love me as much as i love you do you care for me as much as i care for you do you care for this r/s as much as i care for it. sorry. i know i took things for granted at all time i'm tired of myself too. i'm sick of me being like this. i can't afford to lose you, even in my confusion, i tried to figure out i really love you. in my mind, nothing else, but you. whatever i say, i have a phrase, behind it i only love you, i'll promise my love and swear it because you made me so different when i'm with you remember what i said, and what we planned years after. i'm easily sensitive-d. i broke down, i'm useless. every night i broke down, just because i thought of how much is your love for me sometimes, i really hate myself for being so silly for having such stupid thoughts. the greatest pain is when, i know my silly thoughts carried me through your love and now, we're at edges when i see you, taking no actions and me, crying for help (you).
8:21 PM
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