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    Thursday, October 9, 2008

    Firstly, Happy birthday to Jasminewong! [:
    Stay happy, crazy and hyper alright. May all your wishes come true.

    Secondly,
    Woke up in the morning, get myself ready and went to school.
    Was like having the "don't feel like going to school" mood.
    Maths was okay? Ms wong gonna return our maths paper tomorrow
    OH SHIT. I can do better i know.. But, sigh, my maths.
    I used to be strongest in this subject, yet now? ]:
    P.E was damn fuck! Done some warming up.
    Supposed to play games, like yayyyyy! But, the time left disappoint us.
    Instead of playing games, Mr Joe let us have our Endurance run.
    Wahlao , within 10 minutes run at least 15 rounds? how can it be sial?
    Halfway, Cindy can't tahan, so she stopped.
    So i continued running~ wth, i'm so damn tired.
    My stomach hurts at that moment, and i was so damn giddy.
    But Mr Joe said this is a good way to cut down your fats
    or even build up your stamina. nevermind, i wanna grow thin, not fat!
    Mr liew did not come in for science. Went to change..
    Then soon, recess. Didn't eat anything. No money + no appetite.
    For history, it was 2 free periods. [:
    Mdm Radiah looked damn unhappy and she said that this was the very first time she had encountered papers being done so badly. she said our class were the most playful.
    Wth, is she insulting us for being stupid or is she just unhappy with us?
    i might not know her difficulties and reasons behind this..
    but many don't like to hear these. whatever -.-
    literature was the most wonderful subject for me now [:
    Ms lim gonna leave, and we all were like "are you dying?" just kidding ofcourse!
    Back to papers, i scored almost to the top 3rd!
    How i wish i've done better sial. literature is so cool!
    Got back chinese results! Yay! I was very happy!
    But! But! only for my paper 1. Not my L.C and P2.
    For the very first time i scored well and so damn satisfied for P1.
    Hahaha! Hope i can keep it up (so my chinese will improve)
    I failed by 1 mark for P2. Just passed for L.C
    Whatever. All added up would be a C5 for my chinese -.-
    English was the most terrifying one ]: many cried.
    Silly Yingxuan, she's damn dude you know? hahaha [:
    Dar, you did your best. Cheer up lahs.
    No mood actually.. I failed my P2. My language is okay.
    Just that, it's my english exercise is lousy, damn.
    Whatever. It's like a long day for english today. Duh.
    After that went to change to my CO tee.
    Thank you for accompanying me.
    Sorry for attitude-ing you previously. really, sorry.
    went for CO. Don't even feel like attending CO.
    No idea why. Just feeling bored bored bored.
    Sectional , when i've no instrument with me
    Thanks Hsiazhen for lending me your instrument! [:
    Sian, gotta perform on monday to the philipines visitors?
    fuck ms thia. for just that few minutes, i've to wear SYF costume.
    FUCK FUCK FUCK. and it is beyond school's hours. It's like, WAHLAO!
    Went home. Everything's fine! [:

    Honey, you don't push yourself too far
    Sometimes you should be here, but because you pushed yourself too far
    that makes you too much pressurised.
    to me, i think you shouldn't think too much
    you've done so good in your exams , so why worry?
    i know, you are unsatisfied, even if you are, your parents wouldn't
    please, don't push yourself. i just hate you crying even when you passed!

    Dar, no point saying you wanna commit suicide lahs.
    you ain't well minded you know. stop saying you will fail all the way
    you will pass. you won't drop, trust me, trust yourself too!


    damn you, i thought you would have messaged me and ask me if what had happened
    hate you lahs, never message. wait awhile more also cannot.
    cannot tahan jiu go home, Z-CLASS lahs yo! Ala , whatever -.-
    sometimes i think it's reality for me to face that i can't be so selfish
    i know, i think your freedom with me is too less.
    sorry my dear. i seems not to bother of how you would feel
    but you really showed me you didn't care and bother
    you know that heartached me alot and made me afraid so much?
    afraid till i wanted to ask you a few more times if you really wanna be with me.

    and oh ya, i still need you guys man.
    when i said i have a stead,
    why do some go "you don't need me, you only need your boyfriend"?
    i don't get it. he has his friends, so do i.
    but i know i looked much more needing him than him needing me. ]:


    i don't want to let how others look at us to affect us.
    whatever it is, you've got my heart.
    8:00 PM