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Monday, April 20, 2009
Everytime, disappointments will come straight into my face.
How should i describe the feel that i hate it? How long more can i control myself towards this r/s? Everytime i tell myself, you won't like it, i want you to be happy, i want back our old times, no, give you time, stop my silly thoughts, think positively, ignore you since you ignore me. How the pain, the pain that is awaiting for you to realise. I don't know if i might be sensitive to such things.. Or is it that you didn't even know what i want? Though i looked like i really hated this r/s, but i don't . I just couldn't afford to lose it. I wish and wish someone else could replace you But neither did i know, i'm only hurting myself more. When can you wake up and know that every single thing now is changed, and we are no longer who we used to be. Only strangers we are. Whenever i need someone to talk to, i will find you But now, it seemed that i could only turn to my friends Where will you be if i needed you by my side and let me stop thinking? I still remember when we just started, when i broke down after school You came back and comfort me, you sweet you. But where's the old you? I'm so sensitive, i can't accept the fact that everything have changed now. Gosh, i think i should give up. I wanna be someone who is being loved, not someone who loves another which i think that the another didn't appreciate. (give me time to calm, i'm thinking lots stuffs now. I'm unhappy. I hope you understand dearx. I love you, but how should i let you know, how much you had gave me happiness and how much your change had hurt me? D:) Happy birthday to Laykim :D Great day with CO x3 Alrights, though it is quite tiring, And sitting in the AVA room for like 2h, seeing those flyflies flying around, that itch me, still, i love this moment. How i wish what we really hope will definitely come true. But i'm still afraid that the target is still far away from what i have been doing Gosh, just 1 more day practice, how can i do my very best with my best skills &actions on the stage and impress the judges? :o And thanks teachers &alumni &Mr Lowwwwwww:D I feel that WGSCO really is a big family, every heart placed in here :X This was the heartwarming place i can be in, though i really am tired of practicing. April's babies got to blow candle once again? And i am so touched, cos' i'm one of them manxxx :D Yays ^^ Night peeps, have an early night A BETTER DAY AHEAD x.x 9:59 PM
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