Studies are managable! :)
Results are still okay. But.. I wouldn't want to fail my languages please! When it's all added up together, i won't meet the passing mark :X
Despo: I don't know if you'll see this? But seriously, build up your interest in studies. Look into it and you'll find it damn interesting? I hope you'll :D

2009 passes so fast, it's been 5months since the new year struck.
Alright, life didn't get any better. It's not the same as the past.
Friends.. Relationship.. It had turned so different after everyone drifted.
Yes, in my mind, there's still this friendship.
I don't know if what's happening, the ever first stranger that affects me so much?
It's not the same anymore, we can't call each other face to face, eye to eye.
Not only that. I'm starting to get bored of my life!
I believe you're bored too, i can't deny it.
I don't know how should i live life to the fullest when everything seemed so new..

I always thought that my friends would be there, like the old times to say me to chat and go crazy with me.
But i never thought we would drift so much? I have no idea.

So how would you feel if you had no choice, but to hate the one you love?
It's rather a painful task. It's not about the memories we had or what.
But it was the coldness, the attitude and the actions that upsets me.
I know boys and girls do have a different views, so i tried not to think too much.
But.. Somehow later, i would love to let go and continue with life. But i failed ):

Now i understood friends are for life.
But they're not the same anymore. We just drifted too much, from the heart.
Relationship is just part of life. And i now, understands that "do not put in too much focus since you're still in your teens"
K, though i looked rather alright at the outside, please notice that i've been crying deep inside whenever i can. It's not about going crazy in front of you, it's.. for your attention to be at me. Cos' you cared less, thus it made me feel insecure. I won't hold on unless you call me to do so :'(

BUT IT'S OKAY, I WOULD LIVE LIFE LIKE HOW IT USED TO BE, TO THE VERY FULLEST!