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Saturday, September 26, 2009
Been out to study nowadays with many different kind of people. Haha!
I had been really exhuasted! I slept the whole night till 12 just now.
Tired, physically and mentally. Sometimes, those fucking thoughts really crack my mind.
Is this how life should be..?
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Ohyeah, i had this sudden urge of leaving Singapore to another country. I don't wanna live in this reality of mine. Felt so, pointless.
Anyway, i gonna buck up on my english from now on! I can't afford to score 6points for my O levels english next year. I want, L1R4 less than 10. LOL!
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School work is multiplying each day. Can't catch up much. Teachers are rushing syllabus somehow. Nothing get into my mind, especially physics. Gone case.
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Been really, happy nowadays though i laid some tears onto my cheek yesterday.
People said i think too much, is that true?
"It's not that i think too much, it's the fact and it's real" I said.
OHMY, i'm like crapping so much now =/
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I have lotssa pictures to upload, but i'm lazy & yeah, i love camwhoring cos i know out of 10pictures i take, only 1 satisfies me, haha! :D
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Nights love.
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When it comes to a point where you want to give up everything and don't wanna lay a finger onto it, memories came by. Yeah memories. It's all past. I've nothing to do about it anymore. Now is now. Now, we looked like we've been giving one another cold shoulders. I do care. But i don't care as much as the past. Life, because we have different views, different thoughts, and different kind of expressions that's why we became how we are today. Because you got used to it, because you're bored of it, you didn't cared how others feel. Because we were once close, that does not mean we can't be close anymore. I admitted we've got no long way to go. I admitted i can live life without you, just miserable enough to kill me. Though it has been since so long, it's the heart you treat this relationship. Because you had such an attitude to it, everything seemed like it's going to end. Not because i haven't let go, it's because i don't wanna lose you. No longer yours. Just, a name for me, and you. But, no more. This is how life is, cruel. Killer. I hope, i will make a decision asap, that will be the best, for the both of us.
2:17 AM