Sing Ling, 16.
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Friday, October 16, 2009
Hey! I've gotten back Emath and Physics only. Not really satisfied as i didn't meet my expectations. Disappointed. I can only blame myself for not studying and revising for it. That's what i get in return.
Looks like there are many holi-days coming up before school holidays starts! I don't know what to do nowadays, I'm so desperately finding people to hang out with, cos' i know i couldn't be alone, i'll be bored like hell and i know very clearly that i'll think of it :/ Please call me out soon yeah! But i'm broke, so i doubt i can go anywhere too! HAHA!
Heard that secondary 3s have to continue school as per normal for 2 weeks even after 30Nov. Like what the hell manzx! I bet it gonna be a tough life cos' i bet teachers are going to rush syllabus! And revise fast for O levels which is 'mentally' quite far from now. Oh, i've also left with around 6 months before stepping down from CO. I'll miss my teammates :'(
Okay, i'm like so random but i'm hell crappy.
I told myself i can pull through this. However, i still ponder, i still have the hope that things would be back to normal. How naive. I wished i could rewind time to prove and get things from the bad to good instead of bad to worse. I dare not to remember, yet i couldn't forget. I couldn't put down and i couldn't stop thinking.
But i've been quite quiet these days! I've stopped complaining and crying over it. Looks like i'm just a little away from happiness. I hope so. No one understands, no one could feel how it feels in me. I'm stubborn i'm selfish i'm way too greedy. But this is what i want, deep down in my heart.
Goodnight!
Sometimes i feel that i wasn't all of your good friend, i just felt it was my wishful doings to get close and think that i understand you people very well when in the fact, i'm not. A lousy thought i had but it's the truth.
11:42 PM