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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
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Here to blog, ok cos' i've got so much time to waste and...someone simply told me to post something about her, and how we've gone through such a mountain-valley-mountain-valley time together, so that's why i'm here!
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Couldn't go back to sleep, every mroning when i'm awake, i would start wishing that you would message me or something. But it's ok, it's over.. I just hope you could still be my friend (:
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Not forgetting how we became friends! Took your email and we gossipped about BeiJing101! Shhh. Secret! I remember for that time, you have such little fringe, HA HA HA! Then slowly, i think we hang out after school together. Then i went to your place with LY. I still remember that was a time when both of you played me! I swear when i'm in secondary 1 i was so pathetic that i've to ride up my own bicycle to look for the both of them :@ Near the end of 2007, i almost hang out with you everyday, meeting M and your present ex. Then then, E fell in love with me but at that time, you were together with S but you like E. Right right? We almost fell out. I still remembered what you've said ok! But because i was too easily influenced, i've hurt him. I think that was the year we went to S's house to catch FD3 right?! I swear those time we spent together was a short 1 year. Ok i know i sound like i'm dedicating this to my boyfriend but i'm not (: We go for CCA together and we pon. Came out with excuses and we didn't attend school after exams. I knew i turned bad after that, thanks to you! Hahahazx. Looks like i'm saying your bad deeds out!
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So till now, who could guess who i am referring to? :D Except for that silly girl who asked me to post up this la! Haha!
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I remembered after that year, i think we weren't that close too! I went with the other girls instead and you went with J and P! After so long i think i should say the reason why i didn't hang out with you ever since that year. Cos' i felt too extra already. Hahaha! But that was the past ok! I know you knew that i always look small on myself, always have no confidence in myself, you even scolded me to wake me up i think so? I remembered there was one time when we quarrelled over some silly talks. I went home crying. Ok -.- There was one time when i got into a relationship and you found out, cos' of our pictures, right! And you see, how a sweet relation could result in such a cold war now. I mean a terrible break up. I remembered how i lied to you. Actually before anyone finds out the both of us were together, it was only you and i think F who knew it ^^ There was also one time when he came to fetch me home, and i was arguing with you over the phone. You said because i've got a bf, i've abandoned you, right? Or even neglect all my friends around me. And i simply told you one thing that made you speechless (i guess so), it was.. "i got addicted to him even before we got together". I remember at that time, our relationship wasn't that good. Haha!
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When we got our results to sec 3. I know you were mad at XE who went into a better class than you but scored worse than you! You told me not to leave you alone in that class, cos' we gonna stick really close together. BUT WHO KNOWS! You're the one who left me alone manzx! How sad. You came to school like how you visit the doctor! To be true, we drifted a lot! We only sms and i don't really pick up the phone to text you, cos' i think we've got a gap in between, too much to catch up with one another, tired. I remembered in the past, i used to sms you day and night (I'M NOT A LESBIAN OK!), but till the middle of 2008, i stopped cos' i've went with my boy and he simply replaced everyone! And yeah, i know it's unfair to you :/ But hmm, you know what i always think? I always think that others would have this thought: Why SL so power, por people por till can so close? You know la, you famous what right? People want go out with you still need wait till sky drop! But hmm, i think i gonna declare this for once: She said we were close ever since we came into Woodgrove, and it's not por la, it's fate that brought us to be despo. I don't think you remember this? But somehow, i can feel my erector muscle contracting and my hair standing whenever it comes to "despo". Still remember how we got this name? Through Y and R i think? Cos' they're despo partners, so we choose a shorter one which named us Despo. Ok, it's so long la this post! Don't blame me, cos' this stupid girl wants me to post up a long one & she'll post something about me too! :)
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She posted little words for me in her blog, in the past i meant, said how i've changed, how i've hurt her. Hahaha. And let me tell you something! I was so afraid to enter your blog everyday in the past cos' i know everyday was like war to us, keep seeing little words but i hoped it wasn't for me. Yeah there was a time when i was so in love with J! I remembered i stead with E, and broke up with E because of J. Yeahyeah! This girl, she act one kind la! She made me play the bad guy and she, the good guy. Ha ha ha! And yeah, continue with that J, you told me how S had hurt C right? And that J likes S, and i thought i wasn't kept in the dark but i was! I still don't believe you but got close with her, and in the end i really got hurt, deeply.. But it led me to grew more maturely with K, but we still ended our relationship. I hate it when i see whoever like S tags you and say those stuffs and i hate seeing you replying her so dearly la :/ But that was the past! Hehe. I think i'm talking about the past, still.
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You changed so much now. Told you and advice you till i die, call you to come back to school you also don't want. As a close sister, i should respect your decision but as a normal classmate and a friend, i should advice you back cos' you spent more than half of your life studying! But never mind, since you said you wanna enjoy life! Your stewardess gone! I remember how you say that i'm fat cos' i'm not skinnier than you! I remember how you told me about your disgusting facts with... Yeah! Hahaha! Now i find that you're still the same inside, still stubborn! You only stick to your view points but not seeing further. Okok i know you've grown up! But i think you should think twice la. I don't really like telling you about this and that cos' i know what you would say. My words are simply not powerful enough to influence you! And i think no one could, only the guy who you like would influence you a little. Oh so crappy! But we've seriously drifted a lot. Ok when you call me out, i don't know should i but those times when i gave you my reasons it's true k! I've got performances and i'm tiered. But it's not excuses! When i'm out with you i don't know what to talk to. Seems like, we do look better when we aren't that close. Cos' we would fall out with one another once we understand too much, yeah?
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And the most recently one! You helped me by allowing me to know so much from K. I don't know if he wanted me to be happy and not get hurt and cos' the other guys could do a better job. Or is it because he really hates me deep down. Haha.
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Is this post long enough, LinYingXuan?
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I don't know you would hurt me. I thought i already gave you up after so long, but... Ok, i know we aren't possible. You like...and if you would to like me, it wouldn't be now. I don't know why but i just feel so confused. How much i wished you could replace him you know, i always wished that you know how much i've waited for you in the past, but obviously not now.
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