@x-mylove,

I really don't know what's on my mind. It has already been so long but i still couldn't get over it. Everytime, i wish i could receive your message. Everytime i wish all that had happened was just a nightmare. I've been dreaming about that days and days ago, i've been staying up late just to tell myself i've to move on. I was in a dilemma. I was so confused. I wish things would get better after some time, but no it didn't. I really regretted so much, why wouldn't you give me a chance to mend this again. Been holding on for so long, cos' i know when i'm with you, i'm happy. I regretted all my silly ant stupid acts in the past. I should have trusted you and have faith in you. I shouldn't be so sensitive. I only knew, i see you in my life. I wish you'll be back again. I miss you dearly. I can't stop this unless things are getting better. I don't know what should i do to make you realise that this way isn't the way to make me feel better or happier. You always said you wanted me to be happy, but this is the very wrong way. I wouldn't feel happier without you. You already became part of my life. I've gone through so much with you. Remembering firstly, we were being teased. Then we almost gave up just because of that. I wish i could cherish things in the past. But it's over. I couldn't believe it's over, cos' i never thought it'll be over, now :(

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