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Thursday, December 3, 2009

You and me.

So bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored so bored.

I'm doing this to kill time i'm doing this to kill time i'm doing this to kill time!!

I think there's a tumour in my mind, my head, that made me feel so sick & weak & unwell though i still could hop around. Finally, i think i wanna say some words here. Cos' i've too much time to think, too much words to say, that i wanna voice it here.. That i wanna praise myself for being so impossible & strong through that nightmare ^^

I never knew i could stand up again, i could laugh again, could smile and play again. Thinking back, i think i'm really stupid to cry over that silly guy & keep thinking he's my life, cos' he isn't. Sarah used to say: When you don't like the person already, you will feel so stupid over those matters. Hahaha! That applies so correctly to the girls, right? And you'll go crazy over that particular person when you're in love with him! I seriously think that i'm hell stupid la! Of course, more stupid to fall in love again? Who could control the feeling of love? I can't cos' the feeling just wouldn't go away, just can't stop thinking about you. I know i know i know i'm so stupid to do this cos' i think it's hell obvious yeah? I think you'll never guess it's you and i'll never be who i am anymore, cos' i like expressing myself but this time, i wouldn't. Hehe. Ooops, i'm stupid silly crappy -.- Sometimes, i think i'm irritating! Yes i am. Haa :(

I'll leave it to my fate. I know i can still live happily with my bunch of friends. Though i don't really have many friends, i mean, close friends, but i still feel blessed. Hehe. But i know they get really irritated when i start speaking about *him? :/

Smile, so the good will come.

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