@x-mylove,

Everything is so clear to me but yet i just couldn't pick myself up and let go of it. What's wrong man? I don't wanna care either. I wanna give you a cold shoulder if i can, but no i couldn't. Whenever you're here, i would start jumping for joy. Would you even know that it's you? Things already became awkward but no one cares too. It is really stupid of me to care when no one even cared. I laugh like some idiot when i'm only self-entertaining. It doesn't make a difference if i exist or not. Of course you would say it makes a difference cos' you don't wanna make me feel even worse but, in life lessi can only name less than 2 that really proved that i'm important. Drifting apart with friends, everything made me felt as if, i'm dying cos' i'm facing something i don't like.. Now you're gone, gone for good. I should accept the fact and forget about you. It's been so long, if we're fated, it wouldn't be now. I hate myself cos' my thinking would run wild and i would start giving myself false hopes. By the way, again, who would even care? Yala, i love sick only. But, who knows the true feeling in me? So what if i laugh and smile everyday in my life? That's the cover but not the content. Such a failure me.

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