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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
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Feel so upset, so upset that i have to consider to drop to CLB. I'm a chinese yet i can speak bad chinese! Actually, i'm really so indecisive. I can't even decide! Just wonder what's wrong with me. I wish to work hard for it, but i seriously have no interest in it. I was thinking, just now. I feel so unhappy, why am i such a failure? Chinese leh. I can speak, i can write, but i just can't recognize the words! Shall just wait for CA results, then decide whether if i should drop to CLB. (All of you wouldn't understand how i feel now. Though i treated chinese as an important subject, but i still wanna work hard for it. It's not nice to be laugh at. Not nice to be called a chinese failure.)
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Crap. I'm not even concentrating too! Now, i can't even cope with pure sciences. WHAT KILLED ME, IS NO LONGER CHEMISTRY, BUT PHYSICS!! Both also can't make it la! :( I don't know what should i do. O level this year, when should i really buck up? Hello! Where's my damn motivation? I studied for more than 9 years! English, chinese wasn't a problem to me back then. Maths too. Now? Why must i feel so tired not during the 5th or 6th year but now? Now when i'm going to take major exams and i felt like giving up? Wow, school schedule is really tight. I am dead beat. Sigh.
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