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Thursday, February 4, 2010
I fell down during PE today. I don't know why i tend to enjoy PE so much since this year. And i can't believe i could pass my 2.4 ever since last year cos' i kept failing many years ago. Ok, i think i gonna work hard on my physical education so to stay fit. I want nice figure! Haha -.-
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I want to feel very very stressed, so i can start motivating myself to study. First priority this year is my GCE O levels. I gonna start having my SPA Examinations in Term 2 week 2? I've no idea but i hope it wouldn't be like last year when i flunk it - Physics.
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I feel like dropping my chinese. If i drop it, i would have more time to focus on my other 8 subjects and i will not be so stressed - to find the pronunciation and the meanings of the words. But if i don't drop, i would have another burden. I would have less focus in my other 8 subjects. And if i drop my chinese, i worry that no polytechnics would accept me, or even in future when i go for a job interview and they don't see chinese as my O level subject. Being a chinese student, i should not disgrace myself by talking bad chinese. I wanna improve, but you know...i really hate chinese. I gave up doing my pathetic chinese test yesterday, because i couldn't crack my brain and get the answer, too tired to do so.
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I wanna start revision, and my books are now, beside me, on the table. However, i can't start, because there's no motivations. I hope i don't lag behind in class, because my targets for CA1 is: Maths & Sciences & Humanities - A1. Languages - C5. Can i do it? Nah. JiaHui will say: DON'T GIVE YOURSELF SUCH A HIGH EXPECTATION MY DEAR! (I guess so)
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Secondary 1s came for CO today. Not in a mood to socialise with them. Because a guy in Uni really made me so upset now. I know i know i know it's so damn impossible and maybe what i'm doing now is only making myself think even more, and even get more hurt. However, he's the one, who made me who i am today. He's the one, who made me so courageous to love, and so dis-couraged to face the reality. And i am so affected when i saw him with her. Ok, nonsense -.-
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Imy. I know you don't. Because from the way you reacted just now, i was just a schoolmate to you, a schoolmate you never knew. I wanted to say hi, but i've no courage. I better not before i ruin your life again, and cause myself even in greater pain. God bless you. (I'll be happy as long as you do - I'll try)
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7:06 PM