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    Monday, March 1, 2010

    March wish: Everyone to be happy!

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    Looks like i'm blogging almost everyday! Is it good or? But my blog seems rather dead because it's always the usual people, viewing my blog. Sian ._.
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    Anyway, i went to meet my primary school friends just now! We're like chatting about what happened in primary school and for your information, i remembered nothing. I feel so bad but it was 4 years ago, i can hardly think of what had happened. But, i'm looking forward for a class gathering, i miss block catching! And i definitely, love socializing with people i know.
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    School today was so-so. Don't you think time pass so quickly? I can't even catch up with it. So quickly.. And yeah, i swear i'm turning 16 in a few more months' time! Can you believe that i've lived on earth for like more than 15 years? Omg. But i learnt nothing. And my temper is really getting worse nowadays. I apologise if i had vent it on you. I asked a friend of mine, what was his first impression of me. Guess what he said? Cheerful and crazy girl. Laughs! I am (: I wish i would continue to be, fooling around and talking big with my friends. I love secondary school life. But, in no time, i'll leave it. Just have to treasure it. I hate getting up for school every morning, but i love it when i'm in school. Weird ha? But i guess most of you would feel this way too!
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    Hope 2e3's gathering can be held this friday. I simply miss secondary 1 and 2 life. Unlike now. It sucks so much because, yeah maybe i had very little CLOSE friends in 4e2.
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    You can stop reading till here because it's rather a long post and i do crap a lot. Too bad but i'm someone very expressive. Hee.
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    And Kimmy2 told me not to care about how others look at me. It's hard but i'll try.. Somehow, i have thoughts that can have many patterns. Some won't out talk me because they will get so frustrated with my Y-Y-thoughts. As in, my thoughts are always, towards the negative, because i always had this "Don't assume." so i'll tend to "the truth is not even the truth." I wish i could elimate all these thoughts.
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    I've got no idea why but i just feel so, yeah....so lack of confidence. I wanted to trust anything that people tell me. However, i think i couldn't because i think how people look at me, will make me either live happily or not. What comes first, is how others judge me. Because they judged me as if i was one of the worst (even though you're kidding, you should know even the littlest thing will affect me, so don't kid with me). Ok crap, but i think life's all about, moving on, waiting for every next second - that's how i lived it. Whenever i'm in doubt, i would always wait for the very next second, this is how i pulled through my mass run. Somehow, every moment will skip so quickly that you have no choice but to only wait for the next second. 60 seconds, just meant a minute of waiting. Just move on. People could live worse living conditions than you, so why can't you? Right? (: I just love the moment when i'm happy. Don't worry, even if i get sad, i'll be just fine. Because i learnt how to accept the fact, and move on, because i know nature, and the god had sure planned my life for me. If he's yours, he would be. If not, no point getting sad, no point holding on, no point thinking about it. You can't possibly argue that he likes her. He likes her, you can't stop it. Love's the most troublesome matter that troubles many human beings, i mean, many females.
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    Gotten back some results, quite satisfied but some, not (like chemistry). This CT is a wake up call!!! Bye. I know this post is so messy and long and kind of colourful..because i've got nothing better to do!
    10:11 PM